Unstable I feel Sometimes I don’t know where to begin Sometimes you trigger all my fears And this sensation must be some kind of a release And I try so hard, try so hard, I tried so hard to be free Sometimes we are wasting our days But it’s so cozy and lazy down here I’d really not dig any deeper Who knows how bad it might be Thus we freeze still Somewhere in my sleep Amid silence and breathing Right there through my teeth It walks out, jumps over my sheets Runs through the door, pisses on the streets And then returns back home I’ll be dreaming I’m disciplined To make up for the day Dream away all this frailty we gained Cuddle me more, see how sensitive I’ve grown I’ll dream of confidence and hope that some day I might wake up and a better woman